Think what I want, huh?
Isn’t it obvious, dear?
Always have and will.
What a telling email from you. So much bitterness and anger. I’m still processing it so I’ll let my words be few. But trust me, I wasn’t seeking permission from you for anything. I’ve always thought what I wanted to think. I am who I am. Love me because of who I am, hate me because of who I am, or I guess go with your plan…hire lawyers and buy firearms because you think I’m dangerous.
Even after all you’ve said and all the damage you actually did (mine were all words…no actions were ever intended or taken). Despite all of that if I ever ran into you (and I never ever ever will), I would still just want to hug you. I wouldn’t do it, but I’d want to. Still. That’s who I am. Anyone who knows me or has ever known me would tell you the same.
This whole thing was just unfortunate, unnecessary, and sad. One day I hope you can let the bitterness, rage, and anger go. Those feelings are toxic. Rise above.
Gentle as a lamb but better known as…
Currently playing in the soundtrack of my mind: The Sweet Escape by Gwen Stefani, who is quite possibly the coolest rocker chick of our time. You can’t listen to it and be angry. Turn that frown upside down. Yes, even you. Side note: I wish I could rock red lips like this pretty lady does.